Rock Star Hindi of Power's: September 2010

Thursday, September 30, 2010

First Look: Break Ke Baad

If you're a sucker for romcoms here is a treat, after I Hate Love Stories Imran Khan is back with a coming of age love story Break Ke Baad with Deepika Padukone.Debutant director Danish Alam makes this story come to life while its being produced under the Kunal Kohli banner and music is composed by Vishal-Shekhar. Its slated for a November 26th release.Check out the promo!

Non-Music Post - Tyler Clementi, a tragedy

R.I.P. Tyler Clementi

Let me apologize first and foremost that this article has nothing to do with heavy metal music in the DC area. It doesn't even have anything to do with music period. But with the recent news of a Rutger's student committing suicide possibly because of an unauthorized webcast of his gay "sexual encounter", I felt compelled to write something about it.

I know this entry is probably one of a gazillion blogs regarding this topic, but I need to vent. I need to put these thoughts down, no matter how incoherent/coherent or rational/irrational they may sound.

First of all, let me start by saying this is truly a tragic event. Something that really should have never happened. I hope the Clementi family find the strength and courage to cope this travesty.

For those who don't know the story, here's a quick synopsis (skip it if you already know it). Blurb courtesy of CNN:
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New York (CNN) -- On the evening of September 19, Rutgers University student Dharun Ravi is believed to have sent a message by Twitter about his roommate, Tyler Clementi.

"Roommate asked for the room till midnight. I went into molly's room and turned on my webcam. I saw him making out with a dude. Yay."

Ravi, 18, of Plainsboro, New Jersey, surreptitiously placed the camera in their dorm room and broadcast video of Clementi's sexual encounter on the internet, the Middlesex County prosecutor's office said. Ravi tried to use the webcam again on two days later, on September 21.

"Anyone with iChat, I dare you to video chat me between the hours of 9:30 and 12. Yes it's happening again," Ravi is believed to have tweeted.

The next day, Clementi was dead.

Authorities said the 18-year-old freshman committed suicide by jumping off the George Washington Bridge, which spans the Hudson River between New Jersey and New York. A law enforcement source told CNN that Clementi's wallet and cell phone were found on the bridge.

The New York City Medical Examiner's office said Thursday that a body recovered a day earlier from the Hudson River is Clementi's.

....

Paul Callan, a professor of media law at Seton Hall University, said Ravi and Wei could face an additional charge if it turns out that the broadcast of Clementi's encounter was fueled by hatred of gay people.

Details about Clementi's sexual orientation are unclear. Rutgers University student Danielle Birnbohm, who lived next door to Clementi's and Ravi's room in the dorm told CNN affiliate WPIX that Clementi was gay. "It was obvious," she said.

Ravi apparently tweeted a message on August 22, nine days before classes began at Rutgers. "Found out my roommate is gay?" the tweet, believed to be posted by Ravi, said, according to Topsy, a search engine that allows users to access tweets removed from Twitter.

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So let me get this straight.... This Ravi guy secretly videotaped his gay roommate's (Clementi) sexual encounter. Then days later, Clementi commits suicide. My initial thoughts on this is pure anger to the fact that his privacy was totally invaded. I cursed and fumed over Ravi (and Wei, the other alleged co-conspirator) and how irresponsible they were for doing this. And how much they didnt think of the consequences of their actions. And to subjectify the fact that Clementi was gay and somehow lured wanna-be watchers of this webcast to this detail.

Then, I took a breather and decided to let it rest a bit. Usually, irrational thoughts (that led to anger) seep in your mind when you first hear of a shocking story as this. When all emotions finally subsided, I gave it some more thought. I thought about what Ravi and Wei were thinking when they did what they did. They're kids. They're freshmen in college. Pressure to "belong" or be "accepted" is huge during that time of a person's life. So, perhaps, in a desperate-yet-stupid-and-negligent attempt to be "cool", they did this. I'm not in any way condoning their actions. I just wanted to understand their point of view. These two kids, from what I hear from various reports, were "good kids" and are not knows as troublemakers. They're your typical college student. Typical Freshmen.

But let look at what perhaps what went on inside Clementi's mind. He too was a freshman. Same pressure to "belong" or be "accepted". But with a huge magnifier. He was gay. So those same pressure to be accepted now is multiplied ten-fold. He was probably thinking "what would people say about me if they know I was gay." "I just want to blend in, not to be objectified for what I am." Then the webcast happened. Now, I do not know how I would react to this. But I do know that there are two possible ways of dealing with "pain" or "hurt": anger or high anxiety. Anger is easily transformed into confrontation or retaliation. High Anxiety, on the other hand, has many faces and can rear its ugly head least expected. Crying, venting out, taking something like alcohol or drugs to numb the pain, are all examples of ways of dealing with this anxiety. What we do not exactly know is how Clementi dealt with this anxiety when we was faced with the exposure of his sexual encounter on the web. Is it enough to commit suicide?

Then the question becomes: do you prosecute Ravi and Wei based on this premise? How can we know for sure that Clementi's jumping off the bridge is a direct correlation to the webcast of his sexual encounter. For all we know, Clementi could be mentally unstable and his suicide could be caused by other reasons.

My point is this: we're quick to judge. We were quick to judge the gay community on how 'intriguing their lifestyles are". We're quick to judge Ravi and Wei on how they were guilty. We're quick to judge that all black people love rap music and are somehow criminals (or have criminal thoughts). We're quick to judge that all white people are racist. We're quick to judge that Asians eat dogs and cats. Its these same judgment that is the root cause of all "acceptance" or wanting to "belong"... the same reason these kids wanted to be in the first place.

So WE are the reason they are and they did what they did. It's our prejudice. It's our bias. It's our judgment. We all helped create this pressure.

Its tough enough to be a kid, with all the grades and wanting to succeed in life. Couple that with these unnecessary pressure to be "accepted", you're looking at a very tough time for our youth in this day and age!...and we wonder why Columbine happened.

My plea is simply this: Can we all PLEASE understand that being gay is not a choice!! Let me repeat that.... BEING GAY IS NOT A CHOICE! Same way a person is black or a person has "slanted eyes." We are all born this way... and that's the beauty of this world. We come in various shapes, sizes, color, forms, beliefs, and preferences. It's like staring at a beautiful garden full of different colorful flowers. Wouldn't that be more appealing than a garden of just roses?

Anyway, once we accept this fundamental fact...that being gay (in the same rational as "being black") is NOT A CHOICE!... maybe our quest to be "accepted" will relieve some of this unnecessary pressure. This IS America, right? The United States of America, a country founded based on its belief that for its people, there should be "liberty and justice for all."

Let me repeat that:
... "liberty and justice for all"...for all...for ALL!

.. ALL!

DCVince

MOBILedit! v4.0.0.975 Final « Mobile Application Download |PC| 20.8 MB

MOBILedit! v4.0.0.975 Final | 20.8 MB

Mobile phones contain some of the most important evidence in criminal investigations. Law enforcement agencies around the world need every possible advantage to help solve crimes. In many instances, mobile phones contain the important incriminating evidence that legal investigators require to solve a case. MOBILedit! Forensic has changed the way this evidence is obtained and presented.

It provides reports with tamper-proof and indisputable evidence in a court of law. This report details out every piece of information in the phone such as call history, list of contacts, messages, photos, voice recordings, video, files, calendar, tasks, notes etc. MOBILedit! Forensic is a must-have for any forensic agent looking for that extra edge. With just a single click, MOBILedit! Forensic collects all possible data from the mobile phone and generates an extensive report onto a PC that can be stored or printed. MOBILedit! Forensic is the most universal cellular phone solution with architecture able to support virtually all phones. MOBILedit! Forensic allows you to customize the output making it completely adaptable to the needs of your judicial system. MOBILedit! Forensic also has frequent updates and upgrades so that you can be sure you are using the absolute latest in technology.

Features:

* Analyze phones via Bluetooth, IrDA or cable connection

* Analyze phonebook, last dialed numbers, missed calls, received calls, SMS messages, multimedia messages, photos, files, phone details, calendar, notes, tasks and more

* Large quantity of phones supported

* Frequent updates and upgrades with new features and more phones

* Direct SIM analyzer through SIM readers

* Reads deleted messages from the SIM card

* Reports Generator based on your templates

* Print reports ready for courtroom

* Reports generated in any language

* Make backup now and reports when needed

* Manual investigation mode

* Secure and tamper-proof using MD5 hash

* Compliant with Word or any other RTF editor

* View formatted reports in browser including original pictures

* Exports to Word, Excel/XLS, browser, XML/XSL

* Complete solution including specific phone cables and SIM readers

* XML export - seamlessly connect MOBILedit! Forensic data with other systems

* Preferred/forbidden networks

* Hex dump viewer

* Free access to forensic forum

New features and bug fixes

• Read-only support for Google Android (through the application "ME Reports")

• Improved compatibility for Windows Vista

• Changes to UI to increase user comfort

• Increased overall stability

• New phones

- Evolve GX660

- Google Android

- LG KP260

- Nokia 7100 Supernova

- Nokia 7210 Supernova

- Nokia N79

- Motorola C390

- Samsung GT-C5510

- Samsung GT-C6620

- Samsung GT-C6625

- Samsung GT-M2510

- Samsung GT-M8910

- Samsung M7600

- Samsung S8000

- Sony Ericsson G700

- Sony Ericsson W995i

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MOBILedit_v4_0_0_975_Final.rar

Window Mobiles Best Applications « Mobile Application Download |Mobile| 65 MB

PPC Best Applications | Size 65MB |

These applications are for window mobiles.versions WM 5 & 6.

CONTENTS:

1-Live PVR Call Recorder

2-R Keyboard Pro v5.10

3-SKT 4.4.7.11

4-Smart Movie v4.00

5-SPB Mobile Shell 3.1 & 3.5

6-Typango 3.0

7-Virtual Pool

8-z2 PocketLAN 4.0

9-Core Player v1.3.6

10-Arabic Value-Added Applications

11-PhonEx IPE2.1

12-Pocket Music Bundle v5.3.3

13-realplayer

14-tcpmp pocketpc 0.72RC1

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PPC Best Applications
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PPC Best Applications

Nokia Best Applications Pack 7 « Mobile Application Download |jar| 8.5 MB

APPLICATIONS TO USE YOUR NOKIA AT ITS BEST | 8.5 MB

CONTENTS:

1-KEYnetik Hi-N-Bye v1.20

2-SmartGuard v3.00

3-GoSpoken The Adventures Of sherlock Holmes v0.3.2

4-ComingNext calendar (homescreen widget for N97 & 5800)

5-AIO Home Screen(6 differentes HomeScreen)

6-SymTorrent(TORRENT DOWNLOADER)

7-Aspicore GSM Tracker v3.20.1087

8-Theme DIY(make ur own themes)

9-GISMETEO V4.00(weather teller)

10-Fingertip Access SmartProfile v4.0.1

11-Fingertip Access Ultimate SMS v3.1.1

Download :::

Nokia_Best_Applications_Pack_7.rar

Touch Controls Suite for Windows Mobile 1.7.0 « Mobile Application Download |Mobile| 5.66 MB

Touch Controls Suite for Windows Mobile 1.7.0 | 5.66 MB

Touch Controls Suite is an innovative component suite from mirabyte that allows software developers to create graphically stunning and highly intuitive user interfaces (UI) for Windows Mobile Smartphone applications that are based on the Microsoft .NET Compact Framework (.NETCF).

One of the major disadvantages of the Windows Mobile operating system is the fact that the user interface controls (such as menus, buttons, lists, etc.) are stylus-oriented but not optimized for finger-based interaction. Creating a finger-based UI requires a lot of technical knowledge. And due to performance issues, developers that write their applications on the easy to use .NETCF platform with languages such as C# or VB.NET are not able to instantly create modern looking applications that have a finger-based UI as previously seen on other platforms such as Apple iPhone.

Touch Controls Suite Feature Overview

New: If you want to have a look at some of the new features in version 1.7.0, please watch this YouTube video! > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IcdZaGcNKWw

TouchListBox is the powerful core control of Touch Controls Suite. It can be used for any kind of lists, menus and item viewers.

* Finger-based kinetic scrolling (very responsive and smooth, slows down after a "fast" scroll action)

* "Flip back" effect (the list behaves like a rubber band when you scroll below the start/end of it)

* Default drawing of list items or fully customizable owner drawing

* Stylish transition effects (sliding animation to all four sides of the screen)

* Optional alternating two color list style for better readability

* Various highlighting effects

* Intelligent item selection (scrolling does not accidently select a list item!)

* Supports hardware keys (up/down buttons)

* Can be used with other (standard) controls on the same form without any problems

* Supports multiple screen resolutions

ButtonBar is perfect for creating large button menus or status indicators.

* Supports alpha bitmaps

* Custom "pressed" effect for buttons

* Full skinning capabilities

TitleBar can be used to display noticeable status or context information to the user. Additionally also buttons for typical operations like "back" or "close" can be integrated.

* Supports alpha bitmaps

* Custom "pressed" effect for buttons

* Transparent text

* Full skinning capabilities

TouchPictureBox is like a normal PictureBox control. Additionally it has a built in (stepped) zoom functionality and supports smooth scrolling operations using the finger. A perfect control for photo or map viewer applications.

* Configurable zoom feature (min/max values)

* Finger-based scrolling

* Smooth drawing

* Zoom factor can be dynamically set from code

TouchPictureButton is an enhanced button control that allows creating custom style buttons with icons or background images.

* Supports icons

* Background color or background images

* Transparent text

* Automatic "push" animation

GlassDialog is a replacement for modal dialogs like MessageBox.Show(...); the background of the form is dimmed and either a generic dialog box is shown or a custom skin can be used (including alpha transparency!).

TouchTextBox is a finger-friendly text box control that uses a skinable border to achieve a more convenient look & feel than normal text boxes. Additionally you can add an extra button to the text box - a perfect feature for search boxes etc.TouchCheckBox is a fully skinable check box control that allows you to give your applications a consistent user experience.

DoubleBufferedLabel is a bonus control that comes with Touch Controls Suite. It works like a normal label control but can be updated very often without producing any flickering. A perfect control for real-time status or time displays (e.g. a stop watch or a news ticker).

Download :::

Touch_Controls_Suite___NETCF__for_Windows_Mobile_v1_7_0.rar
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Touch_Controls_Suite___NETCF__for_Windows_Mobile_v1_7_0.rar

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Nokia new Applications « Mobile Application Download |jar| 9 MB

Nokia Best Applications to Manage Your Life Style

Contents;

1-Mobiola.Web.Camera

2-Best profiles

3-fring Symbian

4-Private Call And Sms Guard

5-Zensis.Theme.DIY.v1.50

Thank You AND Goodluck

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nokia_applications.rar

Symbian New Applications « Mobile Application Download |jar| 20 MB

APPLICATIONS:

1-Best.Full.Screen.Caller

2-CorePlayer.1.3.0

3-PHONE gurdian

4-Handy.Blacklist

5-MumSMS.Plus

6-Best.CallRecorder

7-Best.TaskManager

8-Advanced.Device.Locks

9-WiFiSms

10-Youtubev2.0.14

11-ASGATech.Quran.v2.00

12-Cricket

13-Google Maps

14-Hidden Contacts

15-Mobile.Advanced.English.Dictionary

16-PowerMp3

17-SMS.Preview

18-screenshot

19-SmartMovie_3.41

20-WebGate.Advanced.Blocker

All are fully functional and registered.

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nokia_best_application.rar
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nokia_best_application.rar

MOBILedit 3.3.0.856 « Mobile Application Download |PC| 19.5 Mb

MOBILedit! is software that brings the ability to control the phone from your PC. After connecting the phone via cable, IrDA or Bluetooth, view the contents of the phone on the PC, do full-text searches, dial numbers, send SMS or MMS messages. With a simple click, backup all your data, copy them to different mobile phones and manipulate your contacts without even touching the phone. When you receive a message, it arrives on your PC in a similar way as an email; simply reply to it or move it to the archive. You will become much more productive as a result.

MOBILedit! has two breakthrough features never before seen in the mobile world. The mBoox and Shopping List functions will add fun to your daily routine and make your life more efficient than ever before.

With the mBoox technology, you can read documents in your phone, including pictures, in one scrollable formatted file. Copy online articles, driving directions, lecture notes, ebooks, study material, guides, jokes, contracts, or any text documents to your phone and read them on the go.

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MOBILedit_3.3.0.856.rar

World Unlock Code Calculator 4.4 « Mobile Application Download |PC| 5.3 MB

World Unlock Code Calculator v4.4 | 5.30 MB

A utility for unlocking Nokia, Siemens, Vitel, Maxel, Panasonic, LG, AEG,Samsung, and Motorola mobile phones

WorldUnlock Codes Calculator is a free utility for Nokia, Siemens, Vitel, Maxel, Panasonic, LG, AEG, Samsung, and Motorola unlock.

Includes MasterCode calculator that can reset your Nokia security code if you have lost it.

Easy guide to free Nokia unlocking:

(Please read the whole guide before starting)

Select phone model from list.

2. Enter IMEI number of your phone (Press *#06# on phone)

Select country and service provider where the phone was bought.

Hit the button: Calculate!

The software generate some Nokia unlock codes.

If 7 codes are displayed, use the code ending with +7 first.

If it does not work, then try +1, and finaly +5.

When phone displays "Sim restriction off" it is unlocked.

If only two codes are displayed (+1 and +2) enter both of them!

Codes will be shown on the form: #pw+CODE+n#

To get p, w or +, pres the * button several times.

You enter the codes correctly by removing any simcard from the phone, turning the phone on and then enter the code.

Here are some key features of "WorldUnlock Codes Calculator":

Unlock Nokia

Unlock LG

Unlock Panasonic

Unlock Maxon

Unlock Samsung

Unlock AEG/Telital

Unlock Alcatel

Unlock Siemens

Unlock Sony

Unlock Vitel

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World_Unlock_4.4.rar.
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World_Unlock_4.4.rar

Google Maps v3.0.1.4 (mobile) « Mobile Application Download |jar|

Google Maps v3.0.1.4 (mobile) « Mobile Application Download |jar|

My Location

My Location shows your current location on the map, even if your Nokia phone does not have GPS. Learn more with our My Location video.

Interactive maps

Google Maps for your Nokia feels just like Google Maps on the desktop. Pan and zoom the map, and view satellite imagery, and even switch into Street View for a closer look.

Business listings

Search Google Maps for local businesses and points of interest. View store hours and reviews, then dial a business in one click. Thanks to My Location, you can find nearby businesses without even having to enter your current location.

Directions

Google Maps offers turn-by-turn driving directions - and thanks to My Location, you don't even have to enter your starting point. You can also get walking directions and find public transit routes in more than 100 cities around the world. Learn more with our public transit video.

Traffic

Real-time traffic data helps you find the fastest route to your destination.

New! Street View

View street level imagery of addresses, businesses, and turns in directions in major cities throughout the United States, Australia, Japan, and parts of Europe. Learn more with our Street View video.

Favorites

Save your favorite places so that you can easily return to them on the map.

Supported Nokia phones

Compatibility:

For Symbian 9.1/9.2/9.3 (S60v3) mobiles like N73, N76, N81, N81 8GB, N82, N95, N95 8GB, etc.

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Google Maps v3.0.1.4 (mobile).zip

Nokia PC Suite 7.1.30.8 « Mobile Application Download |PC| 33 MB

Connection method compatible with your Nokia mobile phone:

• Infrared (IrDA) port

• Bluetooth via a supported stack: Digianswer Bluetooth Software Suite,

• Microsoft Windows XP Bluetooth, or WIDCOMM Bluetooth for Windows 1.4

• Nokia Connectivity Cable DKU-2 (USB) or Nokia Connectivity Adapter Cable DKU-5 (serial)

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Nokia_PC_Suite_7...9_eng_us_web.exe
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Nokia_PC_Suite_7_1_30_9_eng_us_web.exe

New Romantic Ringtones « Mobile Ringtones Download |mp3| 7.2 MB

New Romantic Ringtones | 128 Kbps | 19 mp3 | 7.2 MB

List:

Excellent Guitar

Magical Ring Tone

Moon At Night

Morning Birds

Pure Shores

Relaxing Guitar

Relaxing Music Box

Relaxing Sms

Relaxing Sound

Romantic Music

Romantic Piano

Romantic Song

Romantic Tone

Romanticmusic

relaxing tone 955

romantic musiC

Romantic 2

Romantic 3

Romantic 4

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Romantic_Ringtones.rar

New Themes for Nokia « Mobile Themes Download |Mobile| 10 MB

Themes for Nokia | 10 MB

Selection of fresh themes for Nokia S40 3rd. All topics almost completely alter the standard interface, and replace a large number of folders and icons. A list of suitable models: 8600, 7390, 7373, 7370, 6300, 6288, 6282, 6280, 6275, 6275i, 6270, 6265, 6265i, 6234, 6233, 6133, 6131, 6126, 5300.

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Themes for Nokia.rar
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Themes for Nokia.rar

MidpX - Mobile phone emulator to run the jad / jar games and applications « Mobile Application Download |PC| 1.74 MB

MidpX - mobile phone emulator

Mobile phone emulator to run the jad / jar games and applications.

Title: Midp Runtime Win32 Version

Year: 2004

Version: 1.3.1.0

Developer: Kwyshell

Platform: MidpX

Language: English

File size: 1.74 Mb

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MidpX - mobile phone emulator.exe

Sony Ericsson Themes Creator v4.00 « Mobile Application Download |PC| 9.5 MB

New version of the program for creating themes for phones of Sony Ericsson. Interface was radically changes new phone models, there were new tools process of creating and editing topics.

Size: 9.59 Mb

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ThemesCreator_v4.00.b19.7.rar

Motorola Phone Tools 5.0.5 « Mobile Application Download

One Way Sync

One Way Sync uses the same familiar easy to use synchronization interface but only transfer?s data from PC to Phone, PC data is never changed. The simplicity of synchronization while protecting your PC PIM data integrity.

Improved BT pairing wizard

The BT pairing wizard has improved easy to follow steps for pairing your Phone and PC along with technical changes that improve the speed and commutation with your BT stack.

Support for Domino

Lotus users can now use MPT 5.0 to sync their phones with Domino servers.

Support for Windows Vista, and Vista integrated PIM

MPT 5.0 includes support for both Windows Contacts and Windows Calendar in Vista 32 and 64.

Phonebook Transfer

Phonebook Transfer is a new easy-to-follow wizard that steps you through the process of transferring your phonebook from your old phone to your new phone.

Reset Default Number Types in Outlook

When transferring a contact from the phone to the PC, MPT can reset the 4 default viewable number types in Outlook to match the number types stored in the contact.

Folder Transfer Support

In MPT 5.0 you can now transfer entire folders to your phone?s memory card.

MSU Integration

Motorola Mobile Software Update is included as part of MPT 5.0. Click on MotoOnline.

Music Mixing

This new feature allows you to mix multiple audio tracks to create custom ring tones. Supported formats are MP3, WAV, AMR, and ADP.

Windows Media Player Play list and MTP support

MPT 5.0 will include support for Play List and other WMP functions for phones that support media sync mode.

Mobile Phone Tools 5.0 System Requirements

* Windows® 2000, XP, or Vista.

* Pentium® II 233 MHz computer

* 64MB of RAM under Windows® 2000 and XP, 128MB of RAM under Vista

* Local hard drive with 120 MB free space

* A USB cable or Bluetooth on your PC if you wish to connect wirelessly

* Motorola Mobile phone compatible with Motorola Phone Tools

* Internet Explorer 6.0 or Later

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Motorola_Phone_Tools_5.0.5.rar

Bamber Man 2008 « Mobile Games Download |jar| 223 KB

Bamber Man 2008 « Mobile Games Download |jar| 223 KB
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Bomberman.jar

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

A song

Always love this song.Inspirational! And God knows I need to be inspired at this moment. :)
Try and listen.I know you like it. ;)

Should I make a choice here?

Hi dear friends,

today was an amazing day as well as a very low day for me.For once,I had an exam today and I think I did quite well. Better than most of the times I did 'em. :) And I had a business meeting today as well and it went quite well,I must say.I love meetings because it helps me to get my problems off my mind for a moment and allow me to concentrate on the matters discussed.

For the past few weeks, I have this terrible feeling of,am I doing the right thing? Am I? Sometimes, I struggled to figure out the answer for that question. Do I appreciate life enough to even bother to enjoy it? Or is my life will be dedicated to works and continuous headaches with meetings, business issues, politics and the constant struggle dealing with ignorant people?

I have been doing some deep thinking and reflections on what I have done over the past few weeks.The fact is,I feel lonelier than ever in this journey,it felt as if the more I pursue this struggle,the lonelier I become and I'm scared that I might give up along the way.

The woman I love so much,the family I love so much,the friends I care so much

or

help the people in need,help the youths to get their voices heard,contribute to my country's future,to pursue my passion.

Should I make a choice here?

If there's anyone I need most,it's obviously God.And I think about this over and over again and ask myself this question,there are people crying now,no foods,no homes,losing hope,losing faith in life.I am blessed with a full life-I have the home where I sleep,I have the foods to fill my stomach,I have a school that is great.I am blessed with these gifts.So,I should give back to life.I take it as my responsibility,even if it means I have to make a sacrifice,or so I thought.

Do you have any say about these thoughts?